24.6

When did girls become stupid? I mean seriously? I acknowledge I am a complete idiot when it comes to relationships. I have accepted that, and really the only person it hurts is myself-so I can deal with that.  BUT when other people are acting like idiots I want nothing more than to knock sense into them! Step back from the situation and look at what you're doing! AH! I'm so annoyed. It's the same old story everybody know...why can't you see that!?!?!!?!

...and ok, maybe I'm not just hurting myself. I still feel bad for that you know? You deserved a conversation as much as I deserved some warning. Perhaps it evens out? Probably not, but for what its worth I am sorry. Awkward conversations and I don't mix well. In fact I would rather just avoid them indefinitely.  It's a problem and I am working on it.

*Changing Subjects*

If you ever have the opportunity to watch The Kings Speech I think you should!!!!! It's just really good. AND Collin Firth is amazing in it. So see it--you won't regret it :)

I was really excited for 24. I'm not sure why. I just like the number I suppose? ANYWAYS. I was excited, and It's been...fine. But not what I was expecting? (What the heck was I expecting??) I think I have spent a lot of this year avoiding things I should have faced head on. So for the next 5 months, I'm going to face things and say it like it is. I know somethings are un-fixable at this point, and that is what it is. Lessons learned.